At This Age

Recently I've been thinking a lot.

I'm 21. Too old for Power Rangers or Dragon Ball, though they remain my best childhood cravings.

But let's face reality.

At this age, my mom was married and had me. That's how she stay young. ahahaha..  And me? Not a prevailing relationship. No nothing.

At this age, my dad was building his little nest of money to raise his budding family. He knew that he's going to have a blooming, extensive rows of children. Or he did not. But he was on his own at this age. But look at me, what little money I have, not even enough to support myself.

At this age, the 80's university students are graduating, yet I'm in my first year.

At this age people are moving out of their cages seeking jobs to secure their prospects, be it a janitor or a clerk. But I'm stuck in my little dingy room, remain stagnant like a crab in the sea. Feeding on people's mercy.

At this age my dad was on his full ride, taking responsibilities of a husband, breadwinner, a leader. But I still can't figure out the road to take, which should have not been an issue since 18. I should be able to take a grip on normalcy yet I still can't decide to sleep at 12 or 4.

I need an attitude makeover. A massive one. Let's grow up.