Its 6 a.m in the morning. For early pigeons like my parents, its just perfect time to wake up the sleeping souls. But for me, a night owl, it is the ideal sleeping time. So I always prayed that they don't bother me sleeping. But it seems that my sign never reached their brain receptors, and they would do the best couple to mess with a desperate-for-sleep giant in his dreamland.
Living an insomniac world as I normally do isn't so sweet anyway. Its like living the life of those notorious vampires that girls never had enough on silver screen. Watch from afar and do nothing. Sometimes my heart just envies those who can sleep normally, because I believe that daylight is one of the greatest gift from God.
However being an insomnia has my domestic purpose to serve too. Like everyone else, I'm very functional, at least to my nuclear family. Which is not so nuclear BTW. Its brooding.
The closest example is that, this morning, about 4.30 am I received a call from my brother. A crucial one. He was traveling home from his Uni for Raya break, and I was his only connection available at such hour to fetch him home. So, I'm filling the Functionalist's prerequisite to be functional.
Second, my family do not have to hire any house-guard for our abode. It's just well-secured with my eye-watching every night. I'm consumption-free, and I bring together with me a complete package of night-watch. My family has a bouncer watching their back.Now who dares to say insomniac aren't cool?
And finally, by staying up all night we actually minimize electric use during the day, the time when we sleep. Thus my family can save more. I cannot agree more. haha! Even so, sometimes night watchers like us have our days off too. Like normal people, who have their weekends to spend. We insomniacs sometimes sleep at night and awake during the day.
Resisting the nature balance system is actually very unhealthy. A bad habit. This is one of the things I wish to abolish from my system, because I don't want the repercussions. Chronic and severe pains, they say. Hence, please pray for everyone to have a good night sleep, especially for pitiful creatures like us.
Until then, now it is 6.45 am and my eyes can hardly blinking now. This is the vivid sign. My soul is begging to leave now.
Good morning and have a nice dream.. =)

