In one word: hollow.
Yes I feel hollow. a deep dark uninhabited shaft in my heart somehow screams in silence. It screams really hard, i can feel the energy yet the voice is unheard.
like watching a live rape scene and you can see the girl screaming in pain n helplessness yet u muted the video just in case your parents secretly intrude the room.
maybe its because for a very long time, i finally mustered the guts to open my books and do the readings.
it feels hollow. like, a fun part of me is missing in the dark bush somewhere in amazon.
should i charge a surge search or remain there, let the fun go?
even so i know this won't be long until that spirit return to this body.
so, lets relish every second of its absence
because when it returns, nothing will stop him from causing countless damages and pains.
