Last few days I was hooked on a new series. The plot and characters are ridiculously interesting that I can't waste a minute on socialising; my friends had to drag me away from my room and breathe reality.
However, it doesn't change the fact that, I've fallen in love with one of the characters.
Now I feel pathetic. Because it frustrates me to know that the character wouldn't exist for anyone, not for me. I hate the drama director for developing a perfect character as such, it dumps me into this surreal world, unperceivable by logic. The character doesn't even exist but I fell head over heels on this person.
I feel like a fool for falling into such love trap. Even in such devastation, my system is not working properly. I was supposed to perish those thoughts from ruining my day but it haunts my sleeps. There is no exit. And I can't stop feeding myself with florid thoughts of us together.
All I can do to pursue my love is to repeatedly watch the drama and imagine myself in it, moulding my own plot so we can have happy endings. Though it is impossible. : (
