They say when you enroll a renowned foreign university you are the cream of the cream.
But they don't know what we've been through just to get here. They don't know how much these university peeps here expect from us, and how little we can offer to them.
They say when you settle abroad, you'll live a life of a celebrity, parading the streets with glorious sweater and furry shoes.
But they don't know know we struggle just to blend in the community, to talk and make connections, it is not easy as it seems. They don't know that we here still can't fit into this boat of the society. I am so inferior of these blondes and geniuses who cluster in this to-notch university.
They say that embracing new life, what more abroad is like walking into paradise.
But they don't know that paradise is for people whom have that similar traits, and we have nothing like that.
All that I've mentioned is to depict how inferior I feel in this new land. Everything seems so alien to me. I am so intimidated that I just don't care to bond. Argh, first week is so hard!
*sob*
