i am desperate. my unfavorable conduct last term has received immense criticism and i have nowhere to escape. i knew returning to auckland was the best option but i can't gamble my future on these people who aren't the least concerned about me.
i gave myself a vacation. because thats exactly what i needed. i needed to treat this broken heart and lick this open wound. auckland, i cursed you. but i will return with dignity and energy.
nothing can stop me from being my original self again.
