It was this dream and hope which harness me into this outspoken-nature person I am today. To venture into this jungle of chances and snap every bit of it and relish every moment.
Yet again I stopped at one junction along the way and thought, 'hey I think something is missing in me. I felt incomplete.'
At that stance I realized that, yes my dream has been lost to outer space playing with some martian babies or croc-zilla in another planet. I completely lost myself to my 'id'(psychology class reference)- the mighty and undefeatable sense of lust, pride and gluttony.
Right now I'm tracing back all my memories about this lost hope, hoping that I can retrieve every piece of this light so my life can be complete again.
So... what is that dream that I used to let go?
It's actually the life planning that guide my decisions into making the right choices. I planned that after my 5 years of labour with MARA (my scholarship sponsor) I will pave my way into the showbiz. It has always been my dream to be a host for a TV channel, say NTV7 Breakfast Show. I always admire the people on the filming set- the charm, punctuality, and credibility- which have always been my goals..
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| -this bunch of inspiring people- |
Whats wrong with big dreams? This is what keeps me pumped and anticipated. I think if you don't have a dream, you need to take a step back and ponder if you are doing exactly what you wanted,; reinvent yourself. Because without dreams and hopes, life is meaningless.
