I miss my old self back in KMS where my routine was fixed. My class started at 8 till 2, sometimes till 4, and then I could steal a nap in the evening or go jogging or shopping at Central Point. Or bonding with my peeps for latest scandals. At night I would study in the dining hall till 12,and later swept away in a late night movie.
To be honest, I envy my friends who can manipulate their negative energy into something positive and commendable. I envy my friends who sparkle with those uplifting energy, those who motivate you to grab your book and finish your study.
Those friends who are strong to repel the temptation of TV series and digging up people's dirt and stuff. Those who brings out the best in people, so optimist that I feel completely out of the flock.
I want my routine back. Perhaps I should start by making a life schedule.
